I don't have a lot to say anymore

I have been neglecting blogging. I have been neglecting Facebook and MySpace. My call backs to missed calls...not too hot either.  I will apologize (although a wise lady at work did tell me to stop apologizing for everything...and I realize, I do same "I'm sorry" or "I apologize" waaaay more than I should).  To be honest, I am damn tired. My life has been challenging and downright exhausting. And I can't really talk about it on-line. I just can't. I know that I should be able to free my lips and let it all out in one big torrid verbal vomit episode. But that would hurt someone...so I will just vent and blabber on without that part.

 

I never seem to sleep a full night. I toss and turn, wake up, walk around, look at Perry, wonder if he is sleeping or just lying there, check the time on my phone, go lay on the couch, go lay in the spare room bed, etc.  I bought some over-the-counter sleep aids to help me. (Nobody worry here...they are non-habit forming...and really, they don't work...if your mind has thoughts running through it at the speed of light...that crap doesn't work.) 

 

And last week it was the allergies. I have never experienced spring allergies like these. I am normally a zombie-air-sucking snotty thing in the fall...but apparently mouth breathing and a cracked/bleeding nose was in order for May.  I am, thankfully, on some Allegra-D and Flonase...which has been a godsend.  I now have stopped mouth breathing and my nose is healing (but that is also thanks to some medicated lip balm...workes wonders for a dried, cracked nose).

 

So when your life is consumed by something you can't talk about, your allergies are a nuisance, and you can't sleep...you just don't have a lot to say on-line anymore.

 

BUT I promise...I will blog more positively next time. I do have a birthday coming up after all and I LOVE my birthday. I don't care how old I get.